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I have some exciting news and some depressing thoughts. I’ve tried keeping these post somewhat happy, (really self? This is happy?) but I should really be honest here.
My good news is that I am moving house! I am going from my parents house to a friends place. It isn’t that far away so moving my stuff shouldn’t be that bad. Six blocks is hardly anything! Finally I’ll have some of that freedom I keep hearing about.
While I was packing I found one of the hats I knit a few years ago. A friend was pregnant with twins, and I had just gotten a circular loom, so I was excited to make some matching Gryffindor touques for them. Complications arose in her life, and the babies came out so weak one died within the hour and the other didn’t last the night. She was devastated and I really had no idea how to comfort her, never having been in this sort of situation. I was only 19 I think, and I really hadn’t had any experience with pregnancy, let alone losing babies. I don’t know why I keep those hats, I just can’t bear to throw them out. *sigh*
I have gotten word about my Grandma, she possibly has a slow brain hemmorage but we wont know until more scans can be done. I’m so scared for her and Grandpa. Another thing I don’t really know how to deal with. I feel like Crona from Soul Eater. I keep joking that I can’t handle situations to my boyfriend, but I really don’t know how to handle this one. The fact that she lives a couple hours away makes it harder. I’m traveling into Winnipeg for the Central Canadian Comic Convention at the end of the month and I’m thinking of getting an extra day off work so I can go in to visit them. I just feel so utterly helpless. I’m going to coffee with Mom tomorrow morning to talk about things.
Blech. Enough depressing shit. I’m going to poke around my computer to try and see why it’s not making any sound anymore, then go to bed. Goodnight blogosphere!
Haha! Someone just drove by with that Grease song playing! “I got chills! They’re multiplying, and I’m looooosing control. ‘Cause the power, you’re supplying, it’s electrifying!” There is my happy note to end on. Literally, a happy note!
Ever have a day that you just knew was going to horrible or tedious that you finally get through by sheer force of will only to wake up and realize you dreamed the whole thing and now that it is morning you have to do the horrible nasty day again, for real this time? That has happened to me the last few nights.
I’m really stressing about my grandma’s health and it is really affecting my mood. I was doing pretty good with life in general, had some rough patches, but I’m really worried about her. We were at a restaurant having dinner when she had a TIA or a mini stroke. I was so scared I had no idea what to do. It only lasted for a few minutes, but she really needs to go in for a MRI to see if there is anything they can do to stop it from happening again. I don’t know what I would do without her…
Well I’m not paying $60 to post videos on this blog. That just seems silly. I’ll see if I can post to blip again, but from the phone I’m doubtful. It’s not terribly important.
I had a very strange dream the other night. It was probably my own fault, I was going over EMH stuff and read the Albert Fish wikipedia page. Bluh. I woke up screaming and beating on my bedroom door trying to get out. I knew before that I tend to sleeptalk and sing, but walking is a first.
Trying this again on my phone because i’m silly and last night when i picked up my boyfriend i yet again forgot my computer cord.
That is not the important thing. That would be the fact that when we got to the theater the sound system was all messed up. Not sure what was going on but it made me feel like i was living out a slender vlog. Pretty silly eh? I taped tye end of one of the previews to share, i’ll see if i can upload from my phone through this application. The photos worked earlier, so fingers crossed!
<— & can’t get rid of that. Or for some rrason see what I’m tuping as I’m typing it. I don’t know what is wrong with my phone but I’m still tryong o use it gecausr I cdon’t habe the cord for my laptop. the last two eposts I mad were password protected, Again, I don’t knowwhy. I left the first one password protected to save anyone not prepared fom seeing something thy donpt want to. The password is ‘gross’ and it showess what I worke up to on my leg. it’s pretty, well you will see. This whole not seeing what I’j typeing is getting on my nerves si L’m going to stop now.nOwWow n
What the fuck. Today i woke up and my legs are hurting like i’ve been running. Did i sleepwalk? How did i not trip in my messy room? Hee hee.